I couldn’t wait for you for my entire life.
I hope you make it to someone who treats you right.
And when you think of me, I hope that all your memories are sweet.
But I don’t wanna walk around this shit for forever, and I havent found a way to make it better
Look around and hopefully you’ll see what I have seen.
I’m awake at 3am.
We’re you with him? Or with your friends?
I don’t have a friend, you were my only friend, you are my only friend.
Give me a little back and forth because I’ve been running backwards towards my old self getting fucked up for weeks trying to find a little relief.
Fight me like a boxer
Scar me like a mobster
Know me like my author never did.
Help, I’m still at the restaurant. Still sitting in a corner I haunt. Everybody moved on I stayed there dust collected on my pinned-up hair.
They expected me to find somewhere with some perspective, but I sat and stared right where you left me.
Did you ever hear about the girl who got frozen?Time went on for everybody else, she won’t know it. She’s still 17 inside her fantasy. How it was supposed to be. Did you hear about the girl who lives in delusion? She’s still 23 inside her fantasies.
-the latest playlist
Songs I needed when I was 19
A saga
I think I found a way to keep myself whole. I write my fears on green notes.
Take me, my heart and my soul. Pick me apart and look inside. Fill me with dreams I can’t hold .
Tell me. It won’t hurt.
I can’t accept what I lost, though you make me balanced, you can’t make me whole.